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hafizah 300989 just average girl next door and extremely petite. don't ever make me mad because trust me,you won't like it. and that is all you need to know. click here for great bargains! friendster
Sunday, October 08, 2006
it's amazing how colours can tell almost exactly how you're feeling. http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm You are very ambitious and because you seek and need recognition, you try in your own way to impress people and you want to be looked up to - to be both popular and admired. You feel that there is a gap which separates you from your fellow man, or woman as the case may be, but this anxiety is an unnecessary one. Keep on the way you are going and you may surprise yourself. (i dont think the recognition thing is true and i certainly do not want to be popular and admired) For some time now you may have been subjected to considerable physical illness and or emotional distress. This may have taken a severe toll and you feel both physically and mentally worn out. Your self esteem has been reduced and you now need a peaceful environment which will permit you to effect full recovery. Many people will consider you egotistical and full of your own self importance. On the surface you could well give this impression and perhaps the reason for this complacent attitude is because at times you indeed have that 'short fuse' and are quick to take offence. There is a suppressed anxiety which may be the result of an unsatisfactory or discordant personal relationship. This has led or is leading to unwarranted excess stress and tension. You are angry, uptight and feeling the physical effects of this anxiety. It is essential that you calm down, your physical well-being could be in jeopardy. It would seem that most of your stress is a result of an unsatisfactory relationship. You have tried, or are considering the possibility of trying to restore the love and trust situation - but so far - perhaps to no avail. So the situation is regarded as depressing and this unhappy state continues to aggravate the situation to a point of complete helplessness. Overwork - be it mental stress or physical strain, you are completely worn out and this depleted vitality has created an intolerance for any further stimulation. You feel disappointed with your obvious lack of energy and powerless to do anything about it. You are angry with yourself and this frustration shows. You are contradictory and argumentative and feel helpless to change the situation at this time. Take a break - even if it is only for a few days - allow yourself to breath, to unwind - you'll feel much better for it. Then trust and let go. anyway, yesterday when i was withdrawing money,there was this cute toddler who came up to me and tugged my skirt.haha.so freaking cute and chubby.and she was in a white dress and all which makes her look even cuter.hahaha.omfg.SO CUTE i tell you. work at funan was not bad.okay i seriously love the place there including the staff.learned cashiering and did recovery.and i just got back from centrepoint.paula showed me the whole place and i just did recovery the whole time.hmm.i thought of quitting my job at first because they only call me when they need me.but then again,where else can you find a job where you earn 5 bucks an hour and all you do is just arrange the books and youre even allowed to read?haha.i dont think the workload is worth 5 bucks an hour though.but hell im not complaining.i love my job.if only they call me often to work.ah well. im starting to get irritated with guys who flirt.really.i wouldnt mind if it's in a subtle way.but if they start flirting very obviously and say stupid things until it gets so cocky it will just fucking piss me off.okay this post is pretty random.im just bored.(: |